December 2010
Wish I was spending New Years with you.
Even just as buds. Would have been sweet.
So ridiculously lonely. 90% of the time.
Fucking..Fuck.
Haha. Ahhhh man. I feel like absolute shit. This is so fucking depressing. I don’t want to leave. This is bullshit. And I feel like I made such a fool out of myself yesterday. Fuck. Should not have gotten so high. Must have looked like such a dero, And sounded like an idiot. Ah! =[ We have so much in common! Like ridiculous things, that I have never found in common with anyone else! This is...
Updates.
Aiight so here comes the update on Cairns business. So Christmas day I spent with my family. Just sitting around in the ridiculous heat talking, drinking and eating such. Boxing day I headed out to a friends place for more ciders and pool side hangs. Listening to such Dre and Game. After me, Nathan and Mark went in and drove around the city about 5 times blasting dub step haha. Then ended up back...
Dream guy. Sliping through my fingers.
I hope you never read any of this. I’ll sound like a fucking crazy.
This situation feels so hopeless. I leave in 3 days, two states away. I wish so much, that you lived in melbourne. Fuck. I mean, you’re pretty much everything I find appealing in not only a guy but just a rad friend in general. Man, I wish I was worth it. Wish I was even up to standards for you. I can be stoked that we got to get together, but, fuck it. I feel like shit. And I hate this.
Cairns Hangs.
Got back into Cairns the night before last. Decided to make a surprise trip up for christmas. Be able to catch up and see everyone. Didn’t do a whole lot the first night, just did my trips of surprising the frick out of my family. Then yesterday afternoon I went around to Nathan’s house for his birthday. Such fun drinking with those guys again. I hate it but I fucking missed them. Was...
Incoming real shit quality photo of new tattoos.
15/12
Aiight so, I’ve been meaning to write about last weekends happenings for a few days now. But up until now all I could think of when I thought of the weekend was the news I heard on Saturday night. But. I do want to make a not of the its goings ons before I do forget.
10/12 Friday night was the work Christmas Party. Spent the day in the city with Nin doing some miscellaneous shopping. Then...
